下雨

滴答滴答...

雨·渐渐大了~
视线·渐渐模糊了~
我心情· 渐渐变忧郁了~
播放歌曲·渐渐让人想哭了~

ps:
每次下雨
感觉心头上一块东西
不断的压抑着心情，不让它发泄...

SPECIAL for YOU

欣洄，

时间过得好快啊!!!
下个星期你就是大学生啦!!!
掌声鼓励鼓励XD
现在的你一定很紧张又兴奋吧??!!
你一定会很快适应那里的生活...
加油加油^^

到那里一定要好好照顾身体
别为了读书而累坏自己..
别一直给自己压力哦^^
到那里假如很闷，
找我这个无聊的人聊聊天吧...
我一定会陪你的!!!
心情不好的时候，
告诉我吧...我会耐心听你诉苦的!!!
朋友不是做假的XD

拜五的聚会
真的很对不起，不能跟你say byebye...
不懂下一次见面会是几时了T.T
好久好久没见到你咧...






我想你了:)

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JPA interview

when 1st c this title,

everyone sure like thinking that I got it..

True, I was called to this JPA interview.

But,

I give up already.

so, no more JPA stuff in my life forever.

I feel so emo, after I know that I got it.

like I am deciding for my future.

sure many people feel like I am insane.

Got the opportunity but dont even want to try.

I also feel that too.

Why I just give it up so easily?

Why dont i try?

I really did think seriously about it for 2 hour.

the end,

I still give up.

too many thing to think about it.

When I know that I got the interview,

seriously I didnt feel happy or excited.

Instead I am so calm.

My mind is quite a mess up,

when I ask everyone should I go,

everyone called me to try it,

at least I should try and put my effort into it,

but, something on the mind just stopping me to this interview.

What I know that if I really get it,

I will never go too.

So, just let it pass...

I know one day I surely regret but this is my decision.

I cant blame myself in the future.

I miss the chance myself.

我有话说~

这标题好像有点老土啊~
从何说起呢??
我知道你们都有自己的朋友
但是我真的有时不了解你们啊～
可能我们还不够熟吧～
有时看到我就到招呼
心情不好就54我～

这样让我感到真的很无奈啊～
你们就不可以认真一点吗？？
有时真的让我感觉
今天我们可以聊得很开
明天就是敌人似的...
害我都不懂要用什么心态对待你们...

路遥知马力，日久见人心
【我的华语还没退步耶!!!】
本性慢慢的露了出来～
让我无法招架啊...
可不可以正常一点啊???
这样我还会懂得你们要的是什么...

p/s：
最近真的听到不同的版本...
都不懂要相信谁了...
这是我累积了很多天
想说又不懂要跟谁说的话了...
只好爬上来说...